I generally have a ruminating mind and a tendency to think I'm to blame for everything. I went into this situation with good intentions and generally believed that I actually loved him. I never tried to hurt him, tell his wife or anything of that that nature. He was constantly playing mind games but I tried to chalk it up to him feeling guilty, but even so my friends would try to assure me that it wasn't an excuse for him to keep repeatedly hurting me, but I would always make excuses for him. Most of the time it almost felt like he didn't even like me.
It's been almost eight years. I'm fully aware that he is someone that I need to cease all communication with for my own self preservation. I can never allow him to get that close to me ever again. He can't even be a normal friend/ resource when my back is against the wall. I would have never done that to him under any circumstances. So I guess I'm hurt and disappointed but would never allow myself to be involved with him ever again.
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