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To my surprise I saw that she'd posted a week or so ago. She put up a pic from her birthday night in Sept.
I'm in it. Was very jarring and very triggering. My blood ran cold as soon as I saw it.
She also posted something lame about memories from the project. She hasn't posted there once in over 4 months.
And now of course my mind is doing the usual crazy backflips. Did she post in some hope of getting my attention?
Why upload a pic of me in it? Surely there are others from that night (with our mutual colleagues in) but not me?
Has she noticed that I de-friended her from facebook?
If she wanted to get in touch, she could simply do so. She hasn't done so.
Then again maybe she feels too embarrassed.
God I hate this shit.
I've had a good few days as well.
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I’m five weeks NC with mine now and I wonder if I’ll ever not be triggered by him. Luckily our paths are unlikely to ever cross again.
Stay positive!! x